๋ณธ๋ฌธ ๋ฐ”๋กœ๊ฐ€๊ธฐ

๋‚˜๋Š”์•ผ ๋ฒˆ์—ญ๊ฐ€

Black - Pale Waves ์ดˆ์งœ ํ•ด์„

[1์ ˆ]
You're beginning to hate me
๋„ค๊ฐ€ ๋‚  ์‹ซ์–ดํ•˜๊ธฐ ์‹œ์ž‘ํ–ˆ์–ด
Of who I'm becoming lately
๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ์š”์ƒˆ ๋˜์–ด๊ฐ€๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ๊ทธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ์„
Oh please don't look at me like that
์ œ๋ฐœ ๋‚˜๋ฅผ ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋ณด์ง€ ๋ง์•„ ์ค˜
I feel like I'm having a heart-attack
์‹ฌ์žฅ๋งˆ๋น„๊ฐ€ ์˜ฌ ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™์•„

Don't you say that you don't want me around
๋„ค ๊ณ์— ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ์—†์—ˆ์œผ๋ฉด ์ข‹๊ฒ ๋‹ค๋Š” ๋ง์€ ํ•˜์ง€ ๋งˆ
I'm not changing
๋‚œ ๋ณ€ํ•œ ๊ฒŒ ์•„๋‹ˆ์•ผ
I'm just waiting to figure myself out
๊ทธ์ € ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ๋ˆ„๊ตฐ์ง€ ์•Œ์•„๊ฐ€๊ณ  ์žˆ๋Š” ์ค‘์ด์•ผ You don't love us anymore
๋„Œ ์ด์ œ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์ง€๋งŒ
but I do I do
๋‚œ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•ด
You don't think we're worth it
์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋Š” ๊ทธ๋Ÿด ๊ฐ€์น˜๊ฐ€ ์—†๋‹ค๊ณ  ์ƒ๊ฐํ•˜๊ฒ ์ง€๋งŒ
but I do I do
๋‚œ ๊ทธ๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ์ƒ๊ฐํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•„

[2์ ˆ]
I miss the way you were with me
๋„ค๊ฐ€ ๋‚˜์™€ ์žˆ์„ ๋•Œ์˜ ๋Š๋‚Œ์ด ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ์›Œ
And you'd stroke my face so softly
๋„ค๊ฐ€ ๋‚ด ์–ผ๊ตด์„ ๊ฐ€๋ณ๊ฒŒ ์“ธ๊ณ 
And kiss me on the head
๋จธ๋ฆฌ์— ํ‚ค์Šค๋ฅผ ํ•ด์ฃผ๊ณค ํ–ˆ์ง€
when I can't sleep
๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ์ž ์ด ์˜ค์ง€ ์•Š์„ ๋•Œ ๋ง์ด์•ผ

And I know that I'm argumentative
๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ์ด๊ฒƒ์ €๊ฒƒ ๋”ฐ์ง€๊ณ  ๋“œ๋Š” ๊ฑฐ ์•Œ์•„
Why did I make you feel so wrong
์™œ ๋„ค๊ฐ€ ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ ๋Š๋‚Œ์ด ๋“ค๋„๋ก ๋งŒ๋“ค์—ˆ์„๊นŒ
All I ever seemed to do is ache for you
๋„ˆ๋กœ ์ธํ•ด ์•„ํŒŒํ•  ์ผ๋ฐ–์— ์•ˆ ๋‚จ์•˜์–ด
I love you
๋„ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•ด
but I know that is overdue
ํ•˜์ง€๋งŒ ์ด์ œ๋Š” ๋Šฆ์€ ๊ฒƒ ๊ฐ™์•„

[3์ ˆ]
Crying outside your house
๋„ค ์ง‘ ๋ฐ–์—์„œ ์šธ๊ณ ๋ถˆ๊ณ  ํ–ˆ์ง€๋งŒ
But you won't come out
๋„ˆ๋Š” ๋‚˜์™€๋ณด์ง€ ์•Š๋”๋ผ
And on the phone you screamed
๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋„Œ ์ „ํ™”๋กœ ์†Œ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ์งˆ๋ €์–ด
And now you're done with me
๋„ค๊ฐ€ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ์˜ ๊ด€๊ณ„๋ฅผ ๋๋ƒˆ์–ด
But you don't love us anymore
๊ทธ๋ ‡์ง€๋งŒ ๋„Œ ์ด์ œ ์šฐ๋ฆฌ๋ฅผ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š์•„
โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”โ€”

For me love is the most fundamental and essential thing in our lives. But as we all know it, it is also the hardest thing to do.

๋ฒˆ์—ญ์„ ์ฒ˜์Œ ํ•œ์ง€ ๊ฝค ๋์ง€๋งŒ ์ƒ๊ฐํ•ด ๋ณด๋‹ˆ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ ๊ด€๋ จ ๋…ธ๋ž˜๋Š” ํ•œ ๋ฒˆ๋„ ํ•ด๋ณธ ์ ์ด ์—†๋”๋ผ. ์ด ๋ฐ”๋‹ฅ์— ๋„๋ฆฌ๊ณ  ๋„๋ฆฐ ๊ฒŒ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ ๋…ธ๋ž˜์ธ๋ฐ ๋‚ด๊ฐ€ ์ œ์ผ ์ข‹์•„ํ•˜๋Š” ์žฅ๋ฅด๊ฐ€ ๋ฝ์ด๋ผ ๊ทธ๋Ÿฐ๊ฐ€ ๋‹ค๋“ค ์‚ฌ๋ž‘๋ณด๋‹ค๋Š” ์ €ํ•ญ์„ ํ•˜๊ณ  ์‹ถ์–ด ํ•˜๋Š” ๋“ฏ. ์‚ฌ์‹ค ์ด๊ฒƒ๋„ ์ „ํ˜•์ ์ธ ์‚ฌ๋ž‘ ๋…ธ๋ž˜์™€๋Š” ๊ฑฐ๋ฆฌ๊ฐ€ ์žˆ๋‹ค.
๋…ธ๋ž˜์˜ ์ฃผ์ œ๊ฐ€ ๋ญ”์ง€๋ฅผ ๋ชจ๋ฅด๊ฒ ๋‹ค.
๊ทธ๋ƒฅ ์•„ํ”ˆ ์ด๋ณ„? ์ด๋ ‡๊ฒŒ ๋‹จ์ˆœํ• ๊นŒ?

๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ํ•œ ๋ฒˆ ๊ฒ€์ƒ‰ํ•ด ๋ดค๋”๋‹ˆ ์ด๋Ÿด ์ˆ˜๊ฐ€.
๊ฐ€์‚ฌ ํ•ด์„ ํ•ด๋ณธ ์˜์–ด ๋…ธ๋ž˜๋“ค ์ค‘ ์œ ์ผํ•˜๊ฒŒ ๋„ค์ด๋ฒ„์— ๊ด€๋ จ ๊ธ€์ด ์—†๋Š” ๊ณก์ด๋‹ค. ๊ตฌ๊ธ€๊นŒ์ง€ ์ฐพ์•„๋ณด๊ธด ๊ท€์ฐฎ์€๋ฐ. ํ•˜ํŠผ ๊ทธ๋ž˜์„œ ์–ด์ฉŒ๋‹ค ๋ณด๋‹ˆ.. ๋‹ค๋ฅธ ์‚ฌ๋žŒ๋“ค์ด ์˜ฌ๋ ค๋†“์€ ๊ฑฐ ์ฐธ๊ณ ํ•˜์ง€ ์•Š๊ณ  ์ฒ ์ €ํžˆ ํ˜ผ์ž ๋ฒˆ์—ญํ•œ ๊ณก.
ใ…Žใ…Žใ…Žใ…Žใ…Ž ๊ทธ๋ž˜์š” ๋‚˜ ๋งจ๋‚  ๋ฒ ๊ปด์š”