I’m gonna die

I’m gonna kms
kms kms kms kms kms
I have no will to live, strive, be happy, try hard, laugh and cope.

I don’t fucking want to live

Do you get it?????
Take my life
please
I don’t need this

Why am I here struggling like hell feeling guilty and devastated, wanting to harm myself, not fitting, not being categorized without any hope?

Fuck fuck everything
fuck
fuck

Everything’s messed up cuz I screwed them all. Why am I even alive? I shouldn’t be alive. I’m an overestimated valueless vague, unworthy, not-even-close-to-human, lost, terrible crap.

This is the exact definition of myself.

To all the people who love me, thank god that I don’t have any courage to kill myself.
If I did I would’ve done it right away.

All my friends hate me.

I might as well hate them too. Lord why did you bring me to this dirty, unfitting world??????Why??? I mean why?????

Said Rachel. A.k.a, crap.

Would you please dump me over the cliff???
That’s my only wish.

Fuck fuck everything
fuck me
fuck you
fuck world